Tough times never last but tough people do

Life has been weird lately...

Been feeling super insecure and down this past week...

And the thing is that Im struggling to come down to what it actually is thats getting me down - Is it work? Is it friendships? Is it my marriage?

I just dont want to feel sadness anymore cause thats not the person I am - Im fun loving and carefree (Most of the time) I love to laugh and be silly but this past week has been like a 180 for me...

This year needs to hurry along now I think - I think I just need a new year, New goals, New...Everything...Sigh!

Need to snap out of this shit we call emotions :( Have so much to look forward to in December - My first December off since I left school, Karls Birthday, My best friends wedding, Christmas, Karls Dads Bday, Maybeeeeeeeeeee Ox-Braai, New years, Jaydens 4th Birthday and my Birthday... So tons of stuff to do :)

Need to just nuckle down and get these next few months of the year over with...

xo

Jayden Reece Rohroff

Jayden Reece Rohroff, My beautiful son who graced the world with his presence at 05.23 on the 1st of January 2008. And boy has he changed our lives <3

Sometimes things unexpected happen in your life that may throw you a bit but what is life without a few curveballs.

To be honest Karl and I werent sure if we would be able to handle the responsibilty and maturity that came along with being parents. That all changed the moment I felt Jayden kick...We knew that as all new parents you learn along the way and we couldnt be happier that this little miracle is in our lives and turning 4 in 4 months time :)

Im not going to say - Yes all you young girls go out and fall pregnant - NO! Everyones circumstances are different... We were lucky that we had family and friends that supported us and have since then made it so much easier to raise a child.

Parenting is hard! There is no sugar coated way to put it. There are days when you wake up and you are tired, feeling gross, havent had 3 minutes alone and just feel crappy. But thats NORMAL! Kids WILL drive you nuts, say innappropriate things at the wrong time (Believe me its happend - Right Anel?:) ), Throw tantrums and make a mess of your house :) But the benefits out way the little crazy things.

I LOVE being a mom - To have someone that loves you the way Jayden loves me is INCREDIBLE! He's random acts of kindness make my heart melt. Just last night while he was sleeping he turned around and said "Love you mom". When you are a mom its the tiny things that make you so happy.

Thank you Jayden for making me the person I am today - I may not be perfect but Im sure as hell alot better than I was <3

I love you so much my jaydee <3

21 Things most people dont know about me

1: I have died my hair every colour under the sun - Blonde, Red, Black, Brown - You name it - I've done it :)

2: I have never liked my name - No - one can spell it, Prounance it or ever remember it...

3: I get a geniune satisfaction out of making people laugh - Im strange that way!

4: I love to dance! I dont know if I do it very well but I LOVE it - I will be the first and last on the dancefloor BUT I dont like dancing alone so someone usually gets dragged into it :)

5: I love suprises even though Im extreamly nosy - Odd...

6: My son is the greatest person I have ever met.

7: I have ALWAYS wanted to own a LV bag - Hopefully I will be getting one soon :)

8: I get incredibly cranky when I dont eat...

9: Im not a morning person

10: I LOVE gossip and hate being out of the loop!

11: I love trying out new fashion - My husband and friends sometimes look at me like Im a freak but I have to try it - Sometimes its worked and my husband has actually like some of the things I started wearing.

12: I am very impatient - Hate waiting on other people!

13: Would die without my Blackberry!

14: I love to act the fool - I am a complete nutjob and will do anything to get a laugh out of my friends.

15: I am always willing to try new things...To a certain extent!

16: I love really big wine glasses.

17: Im believe 100% in Karma!

18: I love giving advice - I have a ton of advice for so many people but rarely ever put it to good use in my own life.

19: I dont eat tomatoe.

20: Im a crybaby - I cry if someone else cries - Its sort of a domino effect! I cry in movies, series and even reality shoes *cringe*

21: I have wanted a boobjob since I can remember and now recently realised I want a nose job aswell...Sigh...